Frustrated

I want your blue,
hate,
deep desire.
Time for diamonds,
pry sand to meet inner fire.

Inhibit pulses,
crush beginning to weigh on me.
My jewelry trade is broken,
shattered,
given all away for free.

Dried and drained,
my patience is nothing but faded.
Exchange charm and passion,
for a heart that is hard and jaded.

Misery happy,
its want finally sought.
Horror scene plays,
honest man on the ground bleeding.

The bloodied value of a much needed kiss
wasted away,
wind and rain erode my only real wish.